Assalamualaikum Hujur,
Ami onek waswasai jonito shomosshai bhugi. Ami prothome Kinaya shobdo bepare jantam na. Tobe onek onekbar Amar shami k jiggesha korsi Sha boleche konorup Kotha dara tar Kono niyot chilo na. Allah r kosom kheye Sha ta bolechen.
Amar 18 no column Amar shakkhor er shomoi khali chilo ta Ami Jani. R ey odhikar shomporke Amar Jana chilo na toh Ami Amar shami k jiggesha korai Sha bollo emon Kono odhikar Sha amake dei ni. Ami ey odhikar chaina tai bolsi kazi pore kono kichu ikheche kina Ami Jani na tobe Allahr kosom kore ey odhikar chaina ta bollam.
Waswasar karone jokhon Ami taake shob kichu jiggesh kori tokhon taake bolchilam "Jeshob kichu Tumi amake bolecho ta Chara oi word## ta toh kokhonoi boloni tai na?" (Ami Jani boleni tao nijer Mon k bujhanor jonno jiggesh korechi) Sha bollo na bolini. Toh Ami Amar haath Dan pash baa pash kore bujhacchilam ja kichu bolecho ta dara kichu niyot chilo na (Danside) r ja kichu dara oi word### ta toh na? (Baside) Sha Amar shathe shohomot hoye bollo ha bujhchi eyta bujhaini, jabolechi tao mean korini. Toh tar haat ti ki bhul direction e chole gelo kina Mone kore Ami bollam Tumi bujhcho? "O bollo Abar bolo" konta ki? Ami bollam oi word ti toh kokhonoi boloni na? Sha bollo na boli ni bolini. Tar bujhar bhuler karone Jodi haath eydik sheidik jai but tar bolar ta Sha bujhate chai j Sha ota boleni tahole ki kichu Hobe?
(Ey pura kothai Kono khanei shobdo ti bebohar kore amra Kotha ti bolchilam na.)
Joto taratari paren janaben Hujur dohai lage.
Dhonnobad.