Assalamu alaikum. Ami waswasar rugi
.1...onekdin age dat theke rokto ashe onk.tokhon kotha bolar somoy.mukh Theke ektu chair er konar dike giye chite....erpore onekbar nanu oi jaygay veja hate dhoreche abar oi hate onkkichu dhoreche...tahole ki shob napak? Khub olpo poriman mukh theke chite chilo...exact kon spot e chite ta ashole ami sure na....ajke shokale gosol kore ashar por veja matha ta chair er konay lage kintu amar mone hoy rokto/ rokter thuthu jekhane chiteche exact oikhane lageni...amar matha.ki pak?? Matha theke pani amar gaye, mukh, jamakapore porche,, shob ki pak naki napak hoye gelo?? Abar ami veja hate chair er konar dikgulo te hat diye.dekhi kintu chair ta barnish kora na abar moyla howay moyla moyla rong er halka hate lage, sposhto rokter moto lal kichu paini..pore oi hat dhute giye kapore chite..amar kapor o ki napak? Oi kapor e bichanah eshechi..amar bichana, chador ki.napak?? Abar ei veja mathay e shute hobe karon period cholche shorir kharap lage...balish o ki napak hobe???
Egulo Shob e ki napak hobe naki pak ache?
2. Onek mash age amar dat theke ekdin rokto ashe khawar somoy,, goriye porar moto chilo i think,, mukher khabar amar ekta shiter kapor e chite giye,, kintu khabartay rokter moto sposto chokhe poreni,, kushi katar kaj kori ami suta diye,, ami sweater ta nije tokhon banacchilam tai dhute parini tokhon, banano sesh na kore..kaj korar somoy amar hat pa gheme jay onek,, tokhon to sweater er je jaygay khabar legechilo oidikeo hat lage kaj korar somoy,, tahole ki amar suta gulo, sweater, hook egulo shob napak hoye geche?? Pore sweater ta dhuwa hoy kintu kaj korar hook, eto eto suta egula r dhuwa hoyni,, egulote rokter sposto chinno chokhe poreni
3.Ajke shokale ekbar gosol korechi..ektu age abar gosol korte gechi,,,, jaygata uchuniche tai jutar niche pani jayna goriye,,, gosoler jaygata veja vejai..oikhane drainer pashe age prosrab kore niyechilam juta porei. Jutar nicheo tahole napak.. Tarpor gosol kore seshe paye juta pore koyekbar pani dhali paye tarpor mone hoy hatur dike chitlo tai oi pa ta ektu khani dure soriye pani dhali...abar 2 pa ek jaygay kore jokhon paye pani dhalte jai tokhon ek fota chokher upor vru te chite ashe. 2 pa ek jaygay korar somoy mejhe ta halka pani pani thakay abar to jutar nicher napak mejher halka panite lagar kotha... Tokhon pani paye dhalar somoy chita ashe..tahole ki oi chita ta napak chilo?tarpor chul badhte giye oikhane hat lage.. Hat diye chul badhay chuleo lage..tahole ki amar hat chul, vru, ar ei hate ja dhorechi shob napak? Abar oi chita dhute giye je kotojaygay laglo...এসব চিন্তায় আমার আর ভালো লাগে না।।বাথ্রউম গেলেই গোসল করার মত অবস্থা হয়, পিরিয়ড হওয়ায় আমল অ করতে পারছিনা।।ami ki phychiatrist dekhabo? Napak dhute gelei amar mone hoy shomvob na, hyper hoye jai, voy shuru hoy.
4. Ajke 3 bar gosol kore felsi diner moddhei, abar period cholche,, amon hole to aro oshustho hoye jabo,, gosol korar somoy jedik napak chilo oijaygay hat dhute giye( hateo napak chilo i think) pani chite,, chite mone holo j dekhlam panir drum ei dhuklo...kintu oi pani diyei gosol korlam,, ami ashole birokto hoye gechi,, amar shudhui kanna ashe,, jotobar gosol kori prottekbar e amon kichu hoy,,,, tahole ki amar shrir, kapor shobnapak? Bichanay j boshchi ei obsthay, bichana ar ghore ja dhorechi shob napak?
5. Abar ektu age bathroom jai tokhon napak dhuwar somot pani chitse pichone mone holo onek..amar bathroom gelei mone hoy chite..onek somoy Dekhi onek somoy dekhina.. Tai nanuke sathe niye jai...jokhon chitse mone holo, kichukkhon pore nanu ashe tokhon dekhe bole chite nai..kintu totokhone to shukiyeo jete pare..ami ki korbo bujhtesina..amar jamakapor hat shob ki napak hobe? Ei hate ja dhorechi shob napak?
6. Eta ajker ghotona..22 tarikh...ajke dupure khawar por nicher marir ekta date ektu rokto dekhte pai ( goriye porar moto chilona hoyto) valo kore kheyal korini..olpo chilo tai patta deini...kintu ghonta khanik por oi datei dekhi aro rokto jome ache...tarpor onnodat thekeo rokto ber hoy...khawar somoy hoyto goriye porar moto rokto asheni tai olpo chilo..kintu pore to onek rokto ashlo...tahole ki khawar somoy er rokto tao napak hobe? Amar plate bati. Jei bottle e mukh lagiye pani khelam shob ki napak hoye gelo? Kheye tokhon hat dhuwar somoy e to jamakapore chiteche...oi jamakapor e bichanay boshechi..bichanar, chador shob ki napak?
Erpor dupure ami abar gosol korte jai date rokto ashchilo onk tai..dat meje kuli kori koyekbar.. Tarpor gosol kore ashi..tarpor abr vat pani eshob khai...rate ektu age kheye ami aynay dat dekhte jai..tokhon dekhi je chapar date rokter moto kichu jome ache..pore ota khuchate giye dekhi roktoi..pore aro rokto ber hoy...eita to dupurer roktoi jome chilo i think..kintu ami to valo korei kuli korechilam..tahole ki gosol korar por o abar je kotobar khelam shobkisui napak hoye gse? Plate bati, mug jug, abar mukhe hat lagiye oi hate ja dhorechi jemon phone, shob napak hoye gelo? Kintu egulote rokter sposhto chinno chokhe poreni... Ami ekhon abar gosol kore ashchi.. Ekhono oi dater marite halka rokter moto ache..oita jayna kuli korar por o
