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1. Onkmash age rannaghorer tap e hat dhuwar somoy panir chita ekta lohar koraai e giye chite..korai e pani chilo...amar hate ektu srab legechilo oita dhuchhilam...hoyto prothom diker pani e chiteche...pore nanu oi korai dhore abar oi hatei jug dhore.... Tahole korai ar jug shob napak? Oi koraai to pore dhuyechilo maybe ekbar,, kintu jug aro onek pore dhuwa hoyeche...oi jug diyei shbai pani kheyechi..nanur hateo jodi napk lege thake tahole ja ja dhora hoyeche mane ghorer shob e ki tahole napak hoye gelo?vija hatei to onkkichu dhorechilo, oishob o napak hoye gele abar vija hate oigulo dhore jokhon phone dhoreche tahole ki phone o napak? Ghorer shob e napak mone hocche,,,
1.2,,,Almarir niche ekta kath dewa barnish chara,, oitay prosrab lage bura manusher,, pore ami oi kath tukur upor pani dhele tissue diye muche chilam pani..kath ki pak hoyechilo?? Pore abar veja kapor diye puro ghor mucha hoyeche..kath hoyto tokhono veja chilo ar ghor muchar somoy mone hocche veja kathe ghor muchar kapor ta lage, oi kaporta diyei puro ghor muchechi tokhon vibinno jinishe kaporta chowa lage, tahole ki shob napak? Rugi puro ghorei prosrab korechilo,,shukiye giyechilo shob, amader paka floor mane cement er abar rong o kora,, onk ager ghor tai fete fete geche gorter moto onek,, ami muchar somoy eto valo kore muchini gorto gulo,, tahole floor ki pak hoyechilo? Porrerdin abar nanu oi ghor muche abr oi veja kapor vibinno jinishe chowa lage tahole ki shob napak?
1. 3,,,Amar period er somoy ami period panty use kori.ogular majhe sada ekta mota kapor thake...dhuwar por shukiye gele abr panir fota porle kmn jeno lalche dekha jay..amon onek bar hoyeche...period er somoy dhuwar somoy valo kore dolechilam...ekdin period er somoy period panty ta konomoto pore ghore ashi maybe pad porte, sothik mone korte koshto hocche( lojjasthaner sathe lagiye porini onek niche chilo panty ar oita puropuri lickageproof panty na) tokhon ga er pani naki rokto jeno panty tay pore.. tokhon panty tay halka rokter moto dekha jacchilo,,pantyr oi jayga veja chilo abar payjamao veja veja chilo,,abar payjamao o lage veja pantyr chowa ...kintu jama payjamay ami rokter chinno hoyto dekhini sposhto ..shudhu panty tay rokter moto mone hoyechilo...pore shudhu panty ta paltai..kintu veja pantyr oi jayga ta ar veja payjama eksathe legechilo..jamay o maybe lage... Tahole ki jama payjama shob napak? Oishob jama payjama pore ami bichnay shuyechi abr veja hate dhorechi.tahole ki shob napak hoye giyechilo??? Eshob chintay amar ar valo lagchena
1.4,,,ajke rate napak pani chite chilo golar nicher dike dan side e..pore Ratei gosol korar somoy vule gechilam..boshe mathar bam side e valo kore pani dhelechi Karon bam side eo ek jaygay ektu napak chitechilo kintu dan side e kom dhelechi,, valo / beshi kore pani deini. Ekhon bujhte parchi na golar napak pani dhuye chole giyechilo kina,,,na dhuye gele to napak chilo oi jayga tokhono,,, pore ami dariye pani dhali tokhon baltiteo chite abar oi pani diyei gosol kori amar kheyal e chilona..ekhon bujhte parchina ki korboDan side e kom pani diyechilam valo kore pani deini,, mathar dan side e jokhon olpo kore maybe pani diyechi tokhon golay thaka napak panir chita dhuye chole giyechilo kina bujhte parchina,,,,,,napak jodi na giye thake tahle dariye dhalar somoy oi baltite chita pani diye gosl korar karone abr napak holam ki??? mathao veja, kybr gsl korbo,,ekhon shuye achi,, balish katha ar ja dhorechi shob e ki napak hoye jabe,,,, etokichu kivabe pak krbo? naaki pak dhore nibo???
1.5 amader basay jei jaygay kapor nare oikhane jayga tar ek jaygay ekta baccha protidin prosrab kore..oikhane ekdin veja kapor nere chilo, pani porchilo kapor theke....oita theke pani pore , prosrab jedike chilo oikhaner floor e,, . Floor ta cement er..mati balu eishob ache abar floor ta vangao..rasta moto arki jaygata... To oidike pani pore amar gaye eshe chite...oita ki napak pani chilo? Ami to oitai saradin pore chilam gaye..veja hate kotobar dhorechi,, pore aro kotoki hoyto dhorechi? Shob ki napak hoye gelo?
1.6,,,, kalke bathrrom jawar por napak dhuwar chita nak er edik ashchilo Aro onk jaygay chite mone hoyechilo... Pore ekta mosha nak er odike boshe abar oi mosha chuleo boshe..pore ami gosol kori.nak e valo kore pani dei kintu chul e dewa hoyni..chul e ektukhani diyechilam Karon chul napak holo kina bujjte parchilam na,, chul er oi napak jaygay ektu pani dewar somoy mog ta oikhane lage...amar chul o ki napak?.. Mug ki napak???,oikhanepore oi mug diyei gosol korechi na dhuyei tahole ki amar shorir o napak??Abar tokhoni prosrab dhoray gosolkhanar drainer oidike giye ami prosrab kori,, oita uchunichu abar gorto tai pani atke oikhane,,pore ami shorir er kichu jaygay pani dicchilm oikhane dariyei, pa er upre pani giyechilo hoyto kintu oikhane prosrab chilo ar payer tolay jayni pani,, pore tap er oikhane jai prosrab pariye mug ta dhute ektu,, kintu mug ta dhuwar somoy pa er opor noyto pa er dike pani chite ar oi pani chul er oidik Ashe,,, ami bujhte parchilam na napak holo kina,, tai valo kore pani deini chule..chul ki napak? Mug ki napak? Shorir e olpo pani dei,,,Tahle ki jamakapor ar ja veja hate dhorechi shob napak? Bichana chador balish shob naapak? Prosrab jutay lage tarpor gosol kore ami shudhu juta paye pore 3 bar pani Dhali,, cele mnusher juya egulo uchu ar plastic ba rubber er moto maybe,,, juta ar pa ki pak hoy? Pak na hole ei veja payei to payjama porechi abar buchana chador shob pariyechim..shob ki tahole napak?
1.7... Mug balti eshob e napak pani chitle ami ekbar shudhu dhuye nei tarpor gosol kori,, evabe ki pak hoyna? Pak na hole ami j etodin evabe gosol korlam tahole ki amar jamakapor, bichana, balisj ar veja hate ja dhorechi mane ghorer shob e ki pray napak?
1.8,, amar mukhe.pray e bron hoy..ota futale rokto puch ashe...pore ami.kichukhon opekkha kore tarpor ota dhui jeno shob beriye jay...pore gosol kori,,,gosol koree eshe dekhi abar ber hoyeche. Hoyto gosol er majhei abar esheche..tahole ki amar puro shorir e napak? Jamakapor bichana, ar ja dhorechi shob napk?Amon to onek bar hoyeche...abar onek somoy ekta bron futale goriye porar moto pani ashena tarpor otake pak dhore ami rannaghre giyemukh dhui tokhon onek jaygay chite..haripatil amar jamakapor shob jaygay....kintu kotokhon somoy pore abar dekhi oijaygay puch joma hoy,,, abar golale goriye porar moto ashena..tarpor ami ager motoi dhui..tokhono shobkhane chite.....2 bar e golalam 2 bar eksathe jog korle goriye porar moto hobe,, tahole ki shob napak? Amar jamakapor bichana, haripatil, rannaghor shob napak? Ami ekhon ki korbo, mone hocche shob napak kore felechi
1.9,,,, amr dat theke onek rokto eshechilo,, pore oi mukhe ophone e fu dei, abar hateo,, thuthu lageni mone hocche,,, amar phone, hat, shob e ki napak?
1.10,,,,,amr dat thekw rokto ashe maybe goriye porar motoi,, tarpor ami gile feli,, gosoler somoy kuli korechi, gorgorao korechi hyto kintu valo kore kuli kora hoyni karon pore dekhi je khabar bejhe ache choyaler date,,,tahole ki mukh pak hoyni? Gosoler Somoy napak panir chita nake ashe,, nake pani dhalar por mukheo ashe, tarpor mukh theke koyekbar pani fele dei, jate napak panio chole jay,,kintu valo kore hoyto kuli korini tai khabar bejhe chilo,,pore kapor pori tokhon abar period er rokto ashe onk..tai kapor khule abar porishkar kori...mukh jodi napak hoye thake tahole mukh theke pani poray to shorir o napak, karon shorir e mukher pani lage,, jei gamcha diye muchechi shrir otao napak? Tahole puro ami e ki napak? Ami veja hate ja dhorbo s.hob napak? Ami ki korbo,, barbar napak hocche shob,, pak thakte parchina,, amake bachan, ami pagol hoye jacchi,, 2.5 ghonta legeche gosol korte.... Ga muchar somoy hotath period er rokto pore jay floor e,, tarpor oi floor e pani dhali olpo kore koyekbar, ektu dure dariye, beshi kore deini,, uchu niche abar gorto thakay pani atke thake kichu kichu..gosol khanay ekta lomba panir pipe ache arekta floor e choriye rakha, oita diyeo pani porchilo onnodike.. i think pani dhalar somoy napak panita lage pipe er gayeo,,. Kkaron oyekbar pani ektu kore dhalar por o oikhane pani bejhei chilo shob jayni...tarpor abar jokhon pipe er dike ektu age pani dei tokhon napak panir sathe mishe oita pipe e lage...pore nanu oi pipe dhore aro onekkichu dhore,, panir balti, drum, shob..bolechilam nanuke hat dhute..kintu er agei aro onek kichu dhore feleche..hat dhoy nai tokhoni,, tahole ki shob napak hoye geche????oi pani diyei shobai gosol kore...tahole ki shob napak hoye jabe? Ami gosole giye knna Kori.. Npak theke bacha amr jonno kothin hoye jacche
1.11,, tokhon gosol korar somoy ektu porpor e period er rokto ashchilo..tarpor ami abar lojjasthan dhui kintu abar gaye pani dhalar somoy abar rokto ashe..chul lomba hoyao chul eo vorlo kina bujjte parchina..tarpor chul e pani dhele dei. Tarpor abar jedike rokto lagte pare oidike pani dhali..,, vlo kore puro shorire deini..karon 2 ghonta dhore goaol korte korte amar shorire kapuni uthe gesilo pray..chul ar shrorir ki pak hoyechilo? Pore ami ghore eshe pori..amar shrir npak hole to veja hate ba amr veja chul jate lagbe shob napak???abat lojjasthan hat diye porishkar korar somoy to nokheo lage..amar nokh eto boro na..pore shudhu hat e pani dhele porishkar kori kintu nokheer vitor pani dhalini khuchiye,,tahole ki nokh napak? Poree nokhe rokter moto sposhto dekhini jodio. Ashole valo kore kheyal korini.. Kintu hate pani dhalle to nokheo pani jawar kotha. Naki oi hate ja dhorechi shob napak?
(2.1),,,,,,,, onekdin ager ghotona,, ammur basa giyechilam,,Amar dat theke maybe goriye porar moto roktoi eshechilo,, dat btush korar somoy thuthu ayna ar kacher( কাচ) ekta thak er moddhe chite kintu spostho lal dekhini,,ogulo ki tahole pak naki napak?
(2.2) ekdin ekta baccha prosrab kore ghore..ota pore shukiye jay...amader floor cement er..upore abr rong kora..tarpor bacchar ma veja kaor ene oi jayga tay ektu mucha dey tarpor oikhane baccha jei jinish fele giyechilo (oigulote prosrab legeche kina dekhini) ogulo oi hat diye uthiye amader kather dressing table e dhukay, ekta tel makha bottle o chilo choto...tahole ki dreesing table ar oi shob jinish napak? Oi table e nanu veja hate dhore aro koto jaygay hoyto dhoreche..tahole ki shob e napak?
(2.3) gotodin srab hate lage, ota dhowar somoy tap aste cherechilam,,, kintu aste charle choto angul e pani jayna valo kore na dhule,,,dhuwar kichukhon pore amar mone hocchilo valo kore dhuini ami,, chto angule napak chiloi kina,,, valo kore na dhuyei ja kichu dhorechi shob e npak holo kina,,, bathroom eo giyechilam,,, bathroom er tap, bodna, dorja, amar kapor, phone ar ja dhorechi shob e ki napak????ami ki korbo, ekta pak korte gele arkta napak mone hoy
2.4,,,, period panty gulor majhe mota sada kapor thakay dhute somoy lage..period na holeo pori srab er karone...tap chere dhui, napak thakle jeno chole jay,, dolei dhui..kintu tao majhe majhe dekha jay khub olpo olpo jaygay shukna theke jay... Er age dhuwar somoy kheyal kora hoyni onekbar..tokhono hoyto kichu jaygay shukna theke gechilo.. Abar oneksomoy valo kore dhuwar por o kichu jayga ektu shukna shukna mone hoy dekhe kintu sure na asholei shukna kina.. Karon abar dhuwar por o kemon jeno shuknai mone hoy majhe majhe.. Hoyto valo vabe dhuwar por pani jedike beshi lege thake oikhane vija mone hoy ar jedik diye pani choriye jay / kom lege thake oita dekhe ektu shukna mone hoy... .tahole oi pantyr sathe aro joto kapor chilo veja obosthay shob e napak hoye gelo? Oishob kapor napak hole veja hate to dhorechi kapor.pore aro kotoki dhorechi..tahole ki ghorer shob e napak?
2.5,,, ekbar ekta bron theke goriye porar moto napak pani Ashe,,, kintu ekta sadakichu, shal er moto na puropuri, kemon jeno patla kichu chamrar moto bron e atke thake kintu ber hocchilo na, pore ami dhuye ashi kintu tao ber hoyni.pore gosol korar majhe hoyto ber hoye oitar olpo ongsho pore jay, vitore ektu chilo mone hoyeche,, gosol kore eshe ami dekhte pai ei obostha,, oi shal er moto jinish tao ki napak? Tahole ki amar shorir o napak?jamakapor, hat, bichana shob ki napak?
2.6,,, dat theke onek rokto ashar por ami kuli korchilamm rokto gileo felechilamm..ami Prothoma normal kuli kori, gorgora korini..pore abar gorgora kori koyekbar,, tokhon pani chite chule,,, mone hocche 1st gorgorar pani e chite,, kintu aynay panita sadai dekhechi...amar chul ki napak? Pore oi chul ami khopa kori veja hate kori,,, kintu jeikhne pani chiteche oikhane dhorechi mone hocche ekhon...tahole oi hat e ja dhorechi shob ki napak?? Amar phone, jama kapor ar ja dhorechi shob napak?
3. Ekdin dupure gosol kore ga na muchei room e eshechilam, tokhon mone holo srab ber hoyeche kintu lojjasthan na muchay pani o goriye pore,, ekhon bujhte parchi na srab o panir sathe mishe porlo kina,, ami lojjasthaner upore boro mota kapor rekhechi erpore,, kintu puro kapor e panite vije jay, bujha jacche na srab o ber hoye goriye porechilo kina panir sathe lojjasthaner side diye raner oidike, ami ki korbo bolun? Pak dhore nibo?amar anxiety shuru hoye jay,, mone hocche gayer kapor chopor shob napak holo kina, lojjasthane jei kapor diye chilam dekhar jonno oita pore rekhe dei,,pore oi kapor tar majhe ek fota dekhechi srab er moto,,Kapor tar shudhu majhe dekhechi ektu,,kaportay o sada dag tai bujhao jacchena valokore,, kapor er side diye dekhini,,tahole ki ran er jayga pak??? Ran er jyga napak hole amar payjamao napak hoye jabe,,, amr hat o napak, ja dhorechi shob napak?
4. Oneksomoy Bathrrom theke eshe lojjasthane kapor pori mota kore..amar srab er smoosaa tai shobsomoy pori,,, kokhono lojjasthane pani thakay kaporta vije jay,, ajkeo amon hoyeche..kapor ta porar por pani lege vije jay,, tokhon mone hocchilo srab ber hocche..kichukhon por kapor shukiye jay kintu tokhon check kore kapor tay srab dekhini..tahole ki oi lojja sthaner kaporta pak dhore nibo? Oita napak hoye thakle to amar panty, payjama, hat shob napak!
5. Ami onekbar napak dhowar somoy chite payjamay lege vije jeto,, oi payjama pore ghore ashar somoy lohar/ steel er dorjar konar dike legeche, onekbar e i think... Dorja ta ki napak? Gotodin pa dhuye ashar somoy payjama ta dorjar konar dike maybe lage karon dorja ta shobdo korechilo ektu,,, kintu ekbar check kore dekhechilam tokhon mone hoyechilo je dorja ta khule ashar somoy konokichu na lagleo dorja ta shobdo kore,,, kintu mone hocche dorjay payjamata legeche,, tahole ki veja payjamata napak? Oi payjamay to ami hat diye dekhechi veja kina,, vveja vejai chilo , hat o ki napak? Oi hate abar kheyechi,, tahole bati, plate, bichana chador ar ja dhorechi shov ki napak?
Ami manoshik vabe khotir moddhe jacchi,
bathroom jeteo voy lage amar, gelei gosol korte hoy, mone hoy je chite barbar,,oneksomoy pani dekhi oneksomoy hoyto shukiye jay tai chokhe pore na ba olpo howar Karone dekha jayna,,
